March 2009
9 posts
all i want right now is ocassional sweet romance.
“No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear. I am not afraid, but the sensation is like being afraid. The same fluttering in the stomach, the same restlessness, the yawning. I keep on swallowing.
At other times, it feels like being mildly drunk, or concussed. There is a sort of invisible blanket between the world and me. I find it hard to take in what anyone says. Or perhaps, to...
Two types of breakup: hateful and loving.
Both are hard.
He was super nervous when he told me he is not ready for a serious relationship. Neither am I. Everything instantly got better right after we made clear of our intentions.
I surprised myself when I started to miss him. I only met him a few times, but we been talking on the phone almost everyday since the day we had a leisurely dinner at my friend’s house.
Sometimes we have interesting things to say, other times it is just silence. During those silent moments we wait quietly and patiently for a thought to flow through. On active days I would do a little bit of...
There is something romantic about talking about love, heartbreak, and indecision to strangers on tumblr.
I’ve never felt so in-between before. Sometimes you get the things you want and it doesnt feel right. Right now I’m leaning towards the new.
