I tried to create these moments and experiences that will bring us closer. I took you to places I’ve never gone, music events that were too expensive for my taste, did things I never considered, all in the hope to make our relationship special.
When he did nothing it only prompted me to do more. Deep down I don’t even think I feel that much for him, but I need to prove something to myself. It doesn’t matter that he’s all wrong and we can never have a real future. I want to be convincing and I want him to be convinced. I want to know that I still have power, even if means no dignity.